Thursday, September 18, 2008

a walk down the lane...


Those moments would last forever...

still my mind drained...like rested never...

still the wounds are sore and I can feel the pain...

when I walk down the memory lane...

The world no more amuses me...

feel so incomplete...even my own shadow refuses me...

these thoughts make me lose my mind and drive me insane...

when I walk down the memory lane...

I keep no regrets...

may be it was me who wasn't perfect...

you owe me a reason and need to explain...

when I walk down the memory lane...

Memories still haunt me and I fear the worst...

longing to be with you like a poor man's thirst...

I feel so numb and ask myself "can I feel love again"...

when I walk down the memory lane...

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

Unsaid...

Tears roll down my cheek when I think of you...
and I feel my moist eyes like air filled with morning dew...
words fill my brain... and thoughts in my head...
still I feel...
somethings are best left unsaid...

The pain of losing you now...I cant bear...
my soul shouting...and I pretend I can't hear...
so many feelings yet to be expressed...
still I feel...
somethings are best left unsaid...

With you I will live my life and through...
when I wake up in the morning...by my side...I want you...
without your love I feel so dead...
still I feel...
somethings are best left unsaid...

May be I'll always long to be with you...with you till eternity...
I feel so helpless...and I ain't asking anybody to pity...
I'll be waiting for you at the exact place where you'll ask me to stay and say "I'll go ahead"...
still I feel...
somethings are best left unsaid...

Sunday, September 14, 2008

dilemma....


when I try to sleep and I close my eyes...

when I try to breathe but the air flies...

when I turn to god and forget my prayer...

when I shout it out loud but nobody hears...

when I try to see and the world escapes...

when I try to feel but everything seems fake...

when I try to run and don't know where to go...

when I need to stay but I follow...

when I try to forget and cannot get through...

when I try to speak but I talk about you...

when I try to write and lose my words...

when I lyric my thoughts but everything absurd...


may be its not me...its you always...

you put me in this dilemma...now show me the way...

there are things I want you to know...may be the message not getting through...

still, I need to tell...

wherever I am...I am missing you...

wherever I am...I am missing you...

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Once...

Once a boy...he loved a girl...
he thought she was...she was his world...
he was so true...his love had no cure...
he wrote songs...his words so pure...
he used his might...to win her heart...
nothing came to him and he fell apart...
he was so lost...lost like a soldier shot in a war...
he blamed himself...he asked for a reason from a shooting star...
there were no reasons...there were no replies...
may be there weren't any answers...no alibi...
he knew he had to forget...
he knew there was nothing to regret...
he knew he had to do it again...
may be he was so strong...he feared no pain...
he picked his pen dipped in blood...with his head in a whirl...
then he wrote...
ONCE A BOY...HE LOVED A GIRL...
HE KNOWS SHE IS...SHE IS HIS WORLD...

Friday, September 5, 2008

You make it right....

You light up my sky...you make my world bright...
don't want to lose you now...need you by my side...
you are the one I want...you are the one I need...
just when I thought I have got all wrong...you make it right...

I will change the world the way you want it to be...
I will leave all for you if you want me...
I will bring every happiness to you with all my might...
just when I thought I have got all wrong...you make it right...


With you...I want to hold time...
want moments to last eternity...without you living feels like crime...
I still remember the day I met you...thinking of you...I was awake all night...
just when I thought I have got all wrong...you make it right...

When I look into your eyes...a million words...can't explain how I feel...
may be its me...the problem I cant deal...
for you I can face the world...for you I will fight...
just when I thought I have got all wrong...you make it right...

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

When I......

Your smile as bright as a ray of sunlight...
your face so angel like...
that twinkle in your eye...that lingers right through...
when I fell in love with you...
The sound of your laughter...which makes music so pale...
your talks which..in my mind leave a trail...
was I dreaming...or my dream came true...
when I fell in love with you...
With every breathe I take...I wish you were here...
to be with you...show how much I care...
I was so dazed...didn' t know what to do...
when I fell in love with you...
I am not asking you...to nurture the same...
if I am not the one...I wont blame...
I'll pray for your happiness...but I won't bid adieu...
I'll be waiting...
because...
I fell in love with you...